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[ She physically flinches.

Of course he doesn't know. Why would he? She's made it a point not to talk about him whenever she can help it. Even her teammates didn't know very much about who he was to her until it all went to hell. But Jaune's trying to be a friend, and maybe she shouldn't turn that down. ]

He...leads the faction of the White Fang that's been working with Cinder and Salem. He's a ruthless person who believes in violence as the way to solve problems.

[ She looks down. ]

We were close once. When I was in the Fang.

Edited 2018-01-02 15:18 (UTC)

You were close with the leader of a murderous cult-slash-terrorist group.

[ He has to repeat it to... make sense of it. Wow. What else does he not know about her? That she's kind of the Faunus President's daughter?? ]

... I guess it makes sense why you've always been so quiet. Not exactly something you can bring up in casual conversation, right?

[ Why you gotta call out the writers like that. ]

I mean, I'm a quiet person, but, yeah. Not exactly.

[ For a moment there's the old fear, the reason why she hid her ears for so long. That he'll judge her, push her away. But they've all been through so much already, and seeing the world in black and white terms is not a luxury they have any longer. ]

He wasn't like that, when I first met him. He was heroic. Passionate. I was a kid...he was a mentor to me. [ And more, but it's all wrapped up in complicated and painful memories. ]

[ Oh... he was her Pyrrha! Except he went nuts. Jaune gets the picture. ]

Why do you think he changed?

[ Immediately, Jaune finds the answer to that on his own. ]

--ah, sorry, dumb question. I know what the White Fang fight for. They're wrong, but... at least I understand.

[ He understands it a lot better than Salem's motivations, which seem to be purely malevolent. ]

I know why you were drawn to their ideals, too. ... I'm sorry.

[ Humans can be monsters, he's learning it the hard way. ]

[ The empathy, freely given, means a lot to her -- more than she can say. She meets his eyes, nods once. ]

It's a good question, though. Why did he just keep getting angrier, and more power hungry? Why didn't I? I've asked myself that a lot...like, if there was something I could have done, to change his mind.

I left because I couldn't condone it any more. But maybe if I'd stayed...would things have been different?

[ If she'd stayed, she wouldn't have met RWBY, and JNPR, and her friends. Adam wouldn't have dueled her at Beacon. He wouldn't have -- no. This isn't a productive train of thought. She's recognised that much by now. ]

It's easy to look back on things and see where you might have gone wrong, or what could have changed...

[ The tragedy at Beacon was a culmination of so many people making mistakes, starting with Ozpin, but not excluding Jaune and Pyrrha, or everyone else. ]

It might be selfish of me to say, but I'm glad you came to Beacon. You mean a lot to Ruby, Yang and Weiss. They... they'll never let you down the way this Adam Taurus guy did.

[ But I'll let them down--

Another unproductive train of thought. She quashes it.

She realises she's taking too long to answer, and opens her mouth. In her hurry, she's more honest than she meant to be. ]

I mean, maybe we will. Let each other down. But our teams...I've never had friends before, who forgive so many mistakes, and grow so much. [ Her voice is low. ] Adam could never forgive anything.

[ Jaune can tell Blake is fighting with her own thoughts, and perhaps even guilt, and tries to add some levity to this discussion about the guy who chopped off Yang's arm. ]

This Adam guy, he sounds like a great...

...pedantic, pontificating, pretentious bastard. A belligerent fart. A worthless, steaming pile of cow dung.

[ Now for a swear word he picked up in Empatheias! Get ready!! ]

Dick Head.

Hey, wow, that feels good! Wanna try saying it, too?

[ Adam is definitely all those things and more. Blake is amused despite herself, distracted from her dark thoughts, as Jaune probably intended. She doesn't think Jaune and Sun ever hung out much, but she has a notion that they'd get along. What is it with these boys? ]

I...well, why not?

[ She clenches her fists and looks up at the sky. ]

Dick head! You're a dick head, Adam Taurus!!!

[ Goodness, she said it even louder than he did, which earns them some funny looks from the others. Not wanting Blake to feel embarrassed entirely on her own, he also joins in, shouting at the sky. ]

DI--

[ he bursts out laughing as he does it ]

--DICK HEAD!!! FORK LICKING WOOD BUTT!!!

ADAM TAUR-ASS!!!!

[ People are looking. Blake claps a hand over her mouth, looking embarrassed, but her eyes crinkle at the corners like she's laughing. ]

Fork licking???

I-- I don't know! Just-- just go with it! Let loose!

[ In hindsight, he realizes that it made no sense, but he stands by what he said!! ]

[ She puts her hand back down. She's indeed smiling. It's still a little sad, but it's there. ]

Thanks, Jaune.

You're a dork, but...you're a good person.

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